Human female=pet

Yes, I'm still alive. I know I haven't been posting much at all over the past six months, but I'll try my best to get access to this computer when I can.

My Master is doing well, Isaac is healthy and happy, and I am now my Master's personal secretary for his freelance job. :-) granted, I still stay downstairs in the basement, but he ran a phone line and email in so I can handle the dog work. This means I'll have more opportunities to post..so that's a good thing, I think! :-)

Yes, details are coming about Isaac. i've been getting messaged about sharing that info. There's so much to tell, but i will mention that I've been getting some nasty messages about stuff I've revealed so far. People are saying that what I'm "doing to the dog" equates with animal abuse. I just don't see it, guys (mostly girls). Isaac and i are inseperable and we spend almost our entire day together lately. Yes, we fuck, but there's much more to it than that. He sleeps with me, eats with me, cleans me, and it very protective with me and dominant with me. I don't see him complaining at all.

What i find sort of funny with the "animal lovers" who lecture me on my actions is they have no idea how intimate and connected to this animal I am and how he's connected to me. I think its ironic, actually, that these so called animal lovers will never know the depth of that sort of connection. I was freaked out by the idea of being this close to a dog, but you know something? It's beautiful..and very simple and sweet and direct..how many people can say that of even their marriages? Maybe there's something to this idea beyond "bestiality" that we could all learn from. just my $0.02 on the subject.

It has been a while since I've been on livejournal. It seems i have some catching up to do. :-\

"So what would you do if you were tossed out on your ass? Are you married? At least then you might be allowed some spousal support by a judge."

"Hope for the best but plan for the worst."


You know, some women really sicken me...especially women who say things like the above and claim to be "slaves." Because, slavery is all about protecting your own ass and looking out for your own interests the end, right?

If my master decides to "throw me out on my ass", he will sell me or swap me, and even if he did just throw me out, that's my own tough luck now isn't it? As a SLAVE, i focus on being a slave, not on escape clauses, marital perks or "unemployment benefits".

and let's not even get into the idea that many of these attitudes feed into self-fulfilling prophecies.

Question to the girls: are you a slave or a slove?

Slave: One who is entirely controlled by another person. A human being held in bondage and without rights.

Slove: Someone role playing romantically as a slave who in fact is really nothing more than an overglorified girlfriend.

Take that bitches. :D

I understand the sexual abuse of women in war is not a new thing, but I've been thinking about it a lot lately for some reason. Rape is one of the universal spoils of war, as inevitable as pillage and looting. I find myself often envisioning the rape camps in Bosnia during the early nineties and the stories we once read in the news about them. The soldiers would capture and herd young girls into a central location and use them for sex. Rape was a tool of war..they would keep spilling seed into these girls until they were knocked up, then detain them long enough until their pregnancy was too far along to abort easily. With many of these females knocked up, they were disowned by their own people for carrying a child of the enemy.
it is more than a little bit of an eye opener for a woman how terrifying and powerful men can be when not constrained by civilization and the protection it gives. I think its wise for a female to keep this in the back of her head when she hears about or begins to buy into the "girl power" propaganda at the expense of male reputation in our culture. Boy power, if it REALLY wanted to, could make short work of us..and we all know it. I have profound respect for men who are so kind to us girls. I'm not fooled by their upbringing...I know there is potential for vast cruelty with many of them. When you think about how Males have created a society of representation where all voices can be heard, it puts the evil male villain we hear about so much in the media and popular opinion in a different light.

i find myself thinking about the subtleties of speech in our culture from time to time and how wonderfully pro-male it is. I wonder how many modern feminists consider the subliminal affect it has on the minds of our poor young girls (smirks). For instance:

human
woman
mankind
female

"You run/hit/kick like a girl!"
"You're a pussy."
"You've got no balls."

Then of course there are the degrading terms, like: bitch, cunt, whore, slut, twat, wench, bimbo.

I truly adore the English Language. :)

When away from my Master and out in public, I often feel like I've been thrust into a world where I MUST embrace equality in order to survive. As absurd as it sounds, true and complete female submission is frowned upon, unless it has all these comforting modifiers to make it socially ok.. like Good Christian Marriage, Kinky Couple or bdsm Lifestylers. Am I an example of human nature in sync, or am I actually possessed by some sort of insane desire? I sometimes wonder if I was meant to be something other than a girl on earth, or if what I am is just a forgotten root of the human animal. I don't say this to elevate me above people at all. It's just that I sometimes feel to out of step with most of "normal" society.

There are times when I am consumed with the desire for a cock to be jammed down my throat and seed sprayed in my face. Where do these desires come from? Is it learned, or instinctual? Is slapping a bitch around and blowing a load in her face somewhere in our DNA?

I wonder what girls would be like if they were raised since birth to worship the phallus? I often imagine a culture where phallic images and the male anatomy they represent are considered sacred and divine to all women and girls. I often envision girls at home or in places of worship kneeling and praying before marble or alabaster likenesses of erections. I imagine what effect this would have on girls when a man opens his pants and displays his cock, even if just to pee. Sex with a man would be more than simply sexual...it would be holy sanctification.

I've been joining a few bdsm communities on livejournal, and readiing up on many of the entries within them. It always floors me to see these little bitches ranting about how their needs aren't being met, or how their masters treat them "unfairly." Since when did submission come to mean being a whinny lil' princess who stomps her feet when things don't go her way? Truly, it sickens me.

I sometimes dream about being taken to a world where I have no choice but to serve...no more women's lib and equality of the sexes, but a place where women and girls are kept naked and treated like dogs. I dream about a place where we are not allowed to read or write or own property, and are bought and sold. Some say that the Middle East fits this environment. While it may have a few similar qualities, it doesn't match my vision at all. It would be nice to have the world I describe without extremist religion and its strange customs, or constant civil unrest...a place where we don't need theological excuses to uphold male dominance. A place where we can simply just be, without a need to apologize to the world for it.

As strange as it may sound, I enjoy being considered a lesser creature than a man. I believe the female sex has a specific purpose in humans, and that is to please the male and make / nurture children. I don't want to be a leader, or a "role model," other than one who serves as an example for good behavior for the next generation of girls. I don't need to be "strong" or empowered with choice. The fact I can read and write is something I view as a happy extra, not essential in what it takes to be an ideal girl. I like being weak, dumb, and malleable. Authority and power in my hands is about as natural to me as peeing standing up. Without a male I am nothing.

Bimbo
Slut
Dog
Slave
Doormat

Call me what you will. It all applies.